心亂如麻

How can you not love Janice Vidal?

.:Park Bom-You and I:.

I've been thinking alot lately and I've reached a conclusion.

I should stop thinking about them and just let things be.

It is rather tiring.

And it is pointless to get myself hurt repeatedly unnecessarily.

Anyways! As most of you know, I've been heavily influenced by babi LWL into listening to Korean Pop Music.

One of my favorite girl band, 2NE1's Park Bom released her solo single- You and I

I really like the whole song and she looks so pretty in the video don't ya think? :)

I particular like this line

♥'I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you but tonight, I am singing this song just for you'♥

.:Ina- I wanted You:.

This song was repeated the whole day! :) Stumbled across this maple story video and it is so ubberrr cuteee! :)

.: Did You Know?:.

That all I ever wanted is for you to be happy?

For you to feel loved and spend each and every single second of your life filled up with not only love but simple pleasures in life.

Did you know that this is just a simple prayer that I always pray before I go to bed at night.

Just for you?

Did you know that whenever the dark clouds were making their ways towards you,

I really wanted to clear it all off for you but I know, it is a phase where all of us have to face.

Instead of pushing it all away to protect you, all I could do is just wait patiently at the end of the road and make sure that you are never alone when you managed to pull through those thunder storms.

It is what I could do and offer as a daughter, sister and friend.

Did you know,

Although diamonds and pearls are attractive, pretty and have the abilities to make me smile,However, nothing makes me happier to see the glitters in your eyes,

the happy tears streaming down your cheeks,

the simple curve that you carry on your face everyday.

Those mentioned above are much more prettier than diamonds and pearls.

Did you know,

The melodic sound of your excited voice filled up with exhiliration sounds much nicer than the most beautiful music piece that everyone proclaimed to be?

For me, the cry of joy from the bottom of your heart,

the way you sing way out of tune where ever we are,

touched my heart better than the most beautiful music pieces in the world.

Did you know,

I would rather be here by your side instead of travelling all across the world.

Nothing is more important than having you by my side for you are a blessing in my life.

I have no idea what I have done in my pastlife,

to have not only something but someone like you in my life.

So whenever you feel like there is no sun in the world,

bear in mind that you will always have me,

rushing over to your side with enough lights to guide you out of it regardless the circumstances standing before us.

*Edited:- found this video. Rather cute video and i like the lyrics ! :)

.: hmm:.

If only those imy-s ceased to exist. I think things would be different. If only I did learn how not to be easily swayed, I think things would be really different.

If only I did stopped the tears from falling down the other day. I bet, It would be easier for me to pretend that it was just a phase that came and it will eventually go.

I really tried. Tried really hard to push it all away. Tried so hard not to think about it. It is much more difficult than I thought it would be.

This is definitely not normal. At least for me.

.:Big Bang feat Park Bom- We Belong Together:.

On repeat. Hmm. It's harder than I thought it would be.

It is actually affecting me more than I thought it would.

Right now. I am allowing things to distract my thoughts and my feelings.

*sigh* I am one complicated creature.

.:Nan Quan Mama (Lara)- Rainy Day:.

This song is on repeat.